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Programming with Pride

By: Paul S Cilwa Posted: 6/1/2024 Page Views: 654
Hashtags: #Autobiography #GayPride #LGBTQ
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We humans have such a penchant for naming and labeling things that it's even mentioned in Genesis. We use words, obviously; but we also use symbols. The American Flag symbolizes Americans and America. Sports fans frequently wear jerseys to show support for their favorite teams; political junkies wear pins and sport bumper stickers. Color ribbons have become a universal language for raising awareness and showing support for various social causes.

But sometimes, instead of naming ourselves, our enemies name us first. We all know the horrible name coined by enslavers, so awful that today few of us even speak it, referring instead to the N word. When I was a kid, I had no idea what the word queer actually meant, but I sure heard it enough to know I would never want it to apply to me!

Throughout history, symbols of hate have been imposed upon various groups as a means of oppression. For instance, the swastika, originally a symbol of good fortune in many cultures, was co-opted by the Nazis and became a universal emblem of hate and anti-Semitism. In response, some Jewish groups have worked to reclaim the symbol's ancient, positive connotations. Similarly, African Americans have transformed the once-feared noose, a symbol of lynching and racial terror, into a symbol of resistance and a call for justice. The pink triangle, initially used by the Nazis to identify and persecute homosexuals, has been embraced by the LGBTQ+ community as a powerful emblem of gay rights and the ongoing struggle for equality. By reclaiming these symbols, oppressed groups have turned emblems of hate into badges of honor, resilience, and solidarity.

As a computer programmer and budding digital artist, I have always tracked the images of Gay Pride and done a little to riff on them. So for today's post, I'd like to share the history of these images and my contributions.

1938: Pink Triangle

The Nazis began using the pink triangle to identify gay prisoners in concentration camps during the 1930s and 1940s. Specifically, there is a documented instance of homosexual prisoners at the Sachsenhausen concentration camp wearing pink triangles on their uniforms on December 19, 1938.

This was one of the first symbols reclaimed by gay men in the 1980s.

1978: Rainbow Flag

In 1978, the iconic rainbow flag was born out of a desire for a symbol that could universally represent the LGBTQ+ community. Gilbert Baker, an artist and drag queen, created the first rainbow flag following a suggestion by Harvey Milk, one of the first openly gay elected officials in the United States. Baker chose a flag because he saw it as a powerful symbol of pride, and he selected the rainbow for its natural diversity and beauty. The original flag featured eight colors, each with a distinct meaning, ranging from hot pink for sex to violet for spirit. It was first flown at the San Francisco Gay Freedom Day Parade on June 25, 1978, where it waved as a bold declaration of visibility and pride. Over time, due to production issues, the flag evolved into the six-striped version we recognize today, each stripe still celebrating the diversity and unity of the LGBTQ community.

1991: AIDS Awareness Ribbon, animated GIF

The Red Ribbon, created in 1991, emerged as a powerful symbol during the AIDS crisis. Crafted by artists from the Visual AIDS Artists' Caucus, it represents compassion and support for those affected by AIDS. The red color signifies blood and passion. Worn at prestigious events, the Red Ribbon has raised awareness globally.

1993: Glass

In 1993, armed with newly-capable digital image manipulation software, I tried my hand at rainbow flag variants.

1993: Gradient
1993: Mosaic
1995: Glass Triangle

A couple of years later, when people started combining the rainbow flag with the Nazi homosexual-identifying triangle, I did the same.

1995: Gradient Triangle
1998: Windows 98 Desktop

In 1998, Windows 98 came out with far superior graphics capabilities, including the ability to display custom background images on the desktop. So this was my contribution, against an early Hubble Telescope image of the Pillars of Creation.

2002: Meme

By 2002, it almost seemed as if we didn't need Pride flags and symbols anymore. Instead, during Pride month (June), I was displaying jokes.

Waving Flag Animated GIFs
2011: Rainbow Wave

This one is kind of cool but takes up too much space.

2023: Desktop

Last year I (using AI tools) created an image combining a rainbow with my personal three spirit animals (eagle, bear and wolf).

2024: Gay Phoenix

And for this year, I've come up with a rainbow Phoenix (bird) flying over Phoenix (city).

2024: Trucking With Pride

I also did this image of a fabulous big rig heading for the parade.

2024: Programming With Pride