This video is in memoriam of Ella, my granddog (my grandson passed her on to me because he turned out to be allergic) who passed in 2025. As you can see she had the best life I could give her! And she deserved every moment of it.

I had written the music for her in 2019 and now there's a place for it.

The Man Who Still Isn't There

By: Paul S Cilwa	Posted: 11/11/2026		Page Views: 97
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My first album, revisited.

In 1997 I made my first album, "The Man Who Isn't There," out of a breakup I had not finished having. Nearly thirty years on I can do things I could not do then—better tools, better ears, and a great deal more patience—so this is that record made again.